Wishings...

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Mr. Livings and I often speak about how we wish there had never been a time in this lifetime before we were known to the other...How much fun, we both say, we would have had together as little livings!  Walking along, holding the other's small hand...Telling each other our secret thoughts and hopes and dreams...Playing together in the fall leaves...Already (like we now be) the other's reason and best friend...

I would have wed you when you were born, if I could have, Mr. Living so often says, and walked beside you this whole life. To never have had to know a time before you or without you...for unliving be the only word truly for what that time before you was and felt to me. It is the most incredible feeling in the universe to be with your true one.

It is a wonderful thing imagining (us together when we were so young) and last night in dream I dreamed this scene...the two of us together in the leaves when we were young...I but a little livings...

...and he too...

I woke this morning with a smile.

I love the world of us.